Entry #6: I had it all along—Awareness
I had the word I wanted all along: Awareness.
This word is the bridge between "God" and the non-dual Self.
The G-word can be problematic. It suggests dualism.
And yet ... devotion, divinity, all of that can be a big part of the spiritual experience.
The bottom line is though, we are aware, and in awareness is our heart.
That's a devotion without religious overlays.
"I am" is the point that touches all 3: Awareness, Self & God.